Bye Carl. Sorry it didn't work out for you.

Your send-off explaination actually had me worried about my own future finacial health, but then I saw you were playing "no-fold'em-hold'em" -- you can guarantee bad beats playing that tight at that low limit. And $50 at a $1 table isn't that much -- if it is "much", you are playing above your bankroll.

Take a month off. Go play at some lower limits. Review your hands and decide what you did right (or wrong.) Learn a new game to gain some insights. Play live with friends. Or really just quit -- poker is not necessarily a pasttime that should be encouraged.