Hey guys, noob here so don`t be too harsh on me lol.
I`mma 29 years old and live in Kansas, Imma recoviring alcoholic and findin it tuff. I work in construction and my co workers all go to bars every night and invite me along.
Last night I went to thiss titty bar in Kansas and paid for a pole dance from this cute chicck called Kat. She was sweet and seemed to like me, Imma give her 80 bucks for a dance in a private booth, she told me to buy us a bottle of wine for 180 bucks and we could chatt.
I paid for the driunk and we talked for a while, she had one glass and asked me why I wasnt drinkin annything,. I didnt tell her I was in the 12 step so I had a glass, and one thing let to another and I ended up drinkin another bottle and 9 red snappers and we went home together.
I took her to bed but coulsdnt get it up due to alcoholl. She then laughed at me and walked out.
Imma so pissed about this, was it my fault? no it was the booze.
So Imma woke this mroning and drank a bottle of whiskey down and Imma feeling better and going back to AA on monsday
---Punch