God knows, probably a big massive speech infront of loads of people? Im a best man for my friends wedding this summer, so have to work on that fear!

Not a fear, but the subject made me realise how I would be very dissapointed if I were to die without experiencing any kind of overwhelming/spiritual sensations, specificly the release of DTM. Either throughout my life or upon my death... It would suck if for some random reason my brain didnt release the stuff, as its something i almost look forward to