Rip,

Some advice man. This is coming from someone (myself) who has overstepped their bounds on this forum.

Take some time off from the forum and from poker. I have come across so many of your posts and it seems you just do not have the temperment to be playing the game. Also, feel free to read the higher stakes posts but until you have realtime experience with these games then I would stay out of the way. There is so much metagame going on that what looks to be -EV can actually be hugely +EV in the end. These guys are playing a totally different game than you are. Just stick the the sit-n-go forums, the small stakes NL, and the comm. and you'll be fine.