do i just fn' suck??

i'm really confused. i had been playing very good. i don't know what is normal but i was up $350 over the course of 20k hands in the last month.... playing .10/.25 NL 6max. is that good? the last week has just completely kicked my ass. have i lost my mind? have i gone completely donk? i feel i am weak when i should be strong... and when i am strong i get crushed. damn i am so fucked in the head right now. am i properly bankrolled with $600 to be playing 25 NL? i had it up to 950 now i am back to 650. please tear me apart... if i'm sucking i wanna know.


PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, $0.25 BB (6 handed) Poker-Stars Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com (Format: FlopTurnRiver)

MP ($27)
Hero ($23.75)
Button ($12.70)
SB ($17.25)
BB ($54.60)
UTG ($8.90)

Preflop: Hero is CO with T, T.
UTG calls $0.25, 1 fold, Hero raises to $1.25, 2 folds, BB calls $1, UTG folds.

Flop: ($2.85) 5, 3, 9 (2 players)
BB checks, Hero bets $2.25, BB calls $2.25.

Turn: ($7.35) J (2 players)
BB checks, Hero checks.

River: ($7.35) 2 (2 players)
BB bets $9.5, Hero folds.

Final Pot: $7.35




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Button ($32.80)
Hero ($22.40)
BB ($27.40)
UTG ($11.25)
MP ($27.70)
CO ($41.15)

Preflop: Hero is SB with Q, A.
2 folds, CO raises to $1, 1 fold, Hero raises to $3, 1 fold, CO calls $2.

Flop: ($6.25) A, 4, T (2 players)
Hero bets $4, CO calls $4.

Turn: ($14.25) 3 (2 players)
Hero checks, CO bets $8.75, Hero folds.

Final Pot: $14.25


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SB ($19.95)
Hero ($23.30)
UTG ($30.20)
MP ($23.05)
CO ($22.20)
Button ($25)

Preflop: Hero is BB with , .
2 folds, CO raises to $1, 1 fold, SB calls $0.90, Hero raises to $3.5, CO calls $2.50, SB calls $2.50.

Flop: ($10.50) , , (3 players)
SB checks, Hero bets $9.25, CO folds, SB raises to $16.45, Hero calls $7.20.

Turn: ($43.40) (2 players)

River: ($43.40) (2 players)

Final Pot: $43.40






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SB ($25.50)
Hero ($42.85)
UTG ($16.45)
MP ($61.05)
CO ($24.40)
Button ($4.50)

Preflop: Hero is BB with 7, 8.
1 fold, MP calls $0.25, 1 fold, Button calls $0.25, SB completes, Hero checks.

Flop: ($1) 8, J, 8 (4 players)
SB checks, Hero checks, MP bets $0.75, Button calls $0.75, SB folds, Hero raises to $3, MP raises to $5.25, Button folds, Hero raises to $16.75, MP calls $11.50.

Turn: ($35.25) K (2 players)
Hero bets $25.85 (All-In), MP calls $25.85.

River: ($0) J (2 players, 1 all-in)

Final Pot: $86.95

PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, $0.25 BB (6 handed) Poker-Stars Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com (Format: FlopTurnRiver)

MP ($35.70)
CO ($25.50)
Hero ($24.30)
SB ($25.90)
BB ($25.35)
UTG ($9.70)

Preflop: Hero is Button with Q, Q.
3 folds, Hero raises to $1, SB raises to $3.5, 1 fold, Hero calls $2.50.

Flop: ($7.25) 5, 3, A (2 players)
SB bets $4, Hero folds.

Final Pot: $7.25

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SB ($35.95)
BB ($25.50)
Hero ($20.80)
MP ($30.30)
CO ($25)
Button ($8.45)

Preflop: Hero is UTG with J, J.
Hero raises to $1, 1 fold, CO raises to $3.25, 3 folds, Hero calls $2.25.

Flop: ($6.85) A, 8, 9 (2 players)
Hero bets $4.5, CO raises to $21.75, Hero folds.

Final Pot: $15.85

PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, $0.25 BB (6 handed) Poker-Stars Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com (Format: FlopTurnRiver Cards)

Hero ($24.05)
MP ($37.90)
CO ($22.90)
Button ($20.60)
SB ($88.80)
BB ($28.15)

Preflop: Hero is UTG with , .
Hero raises to $1, 1 fold, CO raises to $2, 1 fold, SB calls $1.90, 1 fold, Hero calls $1.

Flop: ($6.25) , , (3 players)
SB checks, Hero checks, CO checks.

Turn: ($6.25) (3 players)
SB bets $1, Hero calls $1, CO raises to $5, SB folds, Hero folds.

Final Pot: $9.25

PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, $0.25 BB (6 handed) Poker-Stars Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com (Format: FlopTurnRiver Cards)

UTG ($23.25)
MP ($29.30)
CO ($25.80)
Button ($15.75)
SB ($57.75)
Hero ($27.25)

Preflop: Hero is BB with , .
2 folds, CO raises to $1, Button calls $1, 1 fold, Hero raises to $3.75, CO calls $2.75, Button folds.

Flop: ($8.60) , , (2 players)
Hero bets $6.75, CO raises to $13.5, Hero raises to $23.5, CO calls $8.55 (All-In).

Turn: ($52.70) (2 players, 1 all-in)

River: ($52.70) (2 players, 1 all-in)

Final Pot: $52.70

+350 @ 20k @ 25NL is roughly 3-4ptbb/100 (someone check my math).
that is good, but not great (move up when u get to 5)

while 12 buyin swings are common, i really doubt it's completely luck and you're probably tilting, and because you're tilting you're playing bad too.

hand 1: bet the turn, check river.
hand 2: bet the turn.
hand 3: nh
hand 4: looks like the river saved you. i'm not putting a 4bet on the flop, and i'll wait for a safe turn to be more aggressive.
hand 5: call.
hand 6: fine.
hand 7: i'd raise the turn. as played i'm not folding. pot is $13.25, and it's $4 to call.
hand 8: fine