Do I really suck this hard or is this variance?

I can't really tell the difference anymore, 6 buyins down the last 2 days to put my monthly total to *droomrooll* -$20

Okay here we go(I know there is a bad beat in between but you will just get the whole deal:

** Game ID 1311233527 starting - 2007-04-07 23:31:22
** Lepidoptera [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- the_ply sitting in seat 1 with $84.58
- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 2 with $93.80
- ndfan190 sitting in seat 3 with $222.90
- Floyd_ sitting in seat 4 with $92.50 [Dealer]
- nouic sitting in seat 5 with $143.95
- nimme sitting in seat 6 with $123.02 [Sitting out]

nouic posted the small blind - $0.50
the_ply posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: Ace of Hearts, Ace of Spades
-Alpha66 raised - $8.00
ndfan190 called - $8.00
Floyd_ folded
nouic folded
the_ply folded

** Dealing the flop: 10 of Hearts, 4 of Hearts, 2 of Diamonds
-Alpha66 bet - $12.00
ndfan190 raised - $24.00
-Alpha66 went all-in - $73.80
ndfan190 called - $85.80

** Dealing the turn: 6 of Hearts

** Dealing the river: 5 of Spades
-Alpha66 shows: Ace of Hearts, Ace of Spades
ndfan190 shows: 10 of Diamonds, 10 of Spades
ndfan190 wins $187.10 from the main pot


** Game ID 1309292871 starting - 2007-04-06 23:41:56
** Skopje [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- rexstar sitting in seat 1 with $277.40
- Lemkin sitting in seat 2 with $98.50
- fupper sitting in seat 3 with $40.61 [Dealer]
- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 4 with $137.51
- Halabaloo sitting in seat 5 with $108.53 [Sitting out]
- LesPoisson sitting in seat 6 with $106.50

-Alpha66 posted the small blind - $0.50
LesPoisson posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: Ace of Hearts, Ace of Spades
rexstar raised - $4.00
Lemkin folded
fupper folded
-Alpha66 raised - $13.50
LesPoisson folded
rexstar went all-in - $273.40
-Alpha66 went all-in - $124.51

** Dealing the flop: King of Spades, 4 of Diamonds, 2 of Hearts

** Dealing the turn: 9 of Diamonds

** Dealing the river: 5 of Diamonds
-Alpha66 shows: Ace of Hearts, Ace of Spades
rexstar shows: King of Diamonds, King of Clubs
rexstar wins $275.02 from the main pot

** Game ID 1309366759 starting - 2007-04-07 00:21:05
** Andreas [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- Marsipaani sitting in seat 1 with $106.05 [Dealer]
- 10tonn sitting in seat 2 with $99.50 [Sitting out]
- thomasz sitting in seat 3 with $89.00
- J-CuP sitting in seat 4 with $232.00
- Hard2Port sitting in seat 5 with $134.70
- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 6 with $100.83

thomasz posted the small blind - $0.50
J-CuP posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: Jack of Spades, Jack of Clubs
Hard2Port folded
-Alpha66 raised - $4.00
Marsipaani called - $4.00
thomasz folded
J-CuP called - $4.00

** Dealing the flop: Ace of Spades, Queen of Hearts, Jack of Hearts
J-CuP checked
-Alpha66 bet - $9.00
Marsipaani raised - $24.00
J-CuP called - $24.00
-Alpha66 went all-in - $87.83
Marsipaani folded
J-CuP called - $96.83

** Dealing the turn: 7 of Hearts

** Dealing the river: 9 of Hearts
-Alpha66 shows: Jack of Spades, Jack of Clubs
J-CuP shows: 10 of Hearts, 8 of Hearts
J-CuP wins $228.16 from the main pot


** Game ID 1309351582 starting - 2007-04-07 00:13:17
** Schaffhausen [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- DrAnte sitting in seat 1 with $286.57
- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 2 with $113.56
- NateDude sitting in seat 3 with $195.85
- teodore sitting in seat 4 with $98.50 [Dealer]
- blodwin sitting in seat 5 with $82.10
- Marsipaani sitting in seat 6 with $118.35

blodwin posted the small blind - $0.50
Marsipaani posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: Queen of Diamonds, Ace of Clubs
DrAnte folded
-Alpha66 raised - $4.00
NateDude folded
teodore called - $4.00
blodwin folded
Marsipaani folded

** Dealing the flop: 7 of Hearts, Ace of Spades, King of Diamonds
-Alpha66 bet - $6.00
teodore called - $6.00

** Dealing the turn: Queen of Hearts
-Alpha66 checked
teodore bet - $10.75
-Alpha66 raised - $30.00
teodore called - $30.00

** Dealing the river: Jack of Diamonds
-Alpha66 checked
teodore checked
-Alpha66 shows: Queen of Diamonds, Ace of Clubs
teodore shows: King of Hearts, King of Clubs
teodore wins $78.50 from the main pot

** Game ID 1309256225 starting - 2007-04-06 23:24:50
** Schaffhausen [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- DrAnte sitting in seat 1 with $156.60
- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 2 with $98.50
- d0pe03 sitting in seat 3 with $68.00
- crazyswed sitting in seat 4 with $57.54
- jylppi sitting in seat 5 with $112.50 [Dealer]
- Zicco1 sitting in seat 6 with $156.93

Zicco1 posted the small blind - $0.50
DrAnte posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: Ace of Diamonds, Queen of Clubs
-Alpha66 raised - $4.00
d0pe03 folded
crazyswed folded
jylppi folded
Zicco1 called - $4.00
DrAnte folded

** Dealing the flop: 2 of Clubs, Queen of Spades, 6 of Hearts
Zicco1 checked
-Alpha66 bet - $6.00
Zicco1 called - $6.00

** Dealing the turn: 7 of Spades
Zicco1 checked
-Alpha66 checked

** Dealing the river: 8 of Clubs
Zicco1 bet - $13.00
-Alpha66 raised - $26.00
Zicco1 raised - $65.00
-Alpha66 folded
Zicco1 mucks:
Zicco1 wins $109.00 from the main pot

** Game ID 1311218558 starting - 2007-04-07 23:23:48
** Sovetsk [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- R1ll3 sitting in seat 1 with $111.35
- kerrydo sitting in seat 2 with $123.90
- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 3 with $194.00 [Dealer]
- fiskenes sitting in seat 4 with $74.00
- Biker34 sitting in seat 5 with $56.59
- ndfan190 sitting in seat 6 with $138.70

fiskenes posted the small blind - $0.50
Biker34 posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: Queen of Hearts, King of Hearts
ndfan190 folded
R1ll3 called - $1.00
kerrydo folded
-Alpha66 raised - $5.00
fiskenes folded
Biker34 folded
R1ll3 called - $5.00

** Dealing the flop: 7 of Diamonds, 9 of Clubs, Queen of Spades
R1ll3 checked
-Alpha66 bet - $8.50
R1ll3 called - $8.50

** Dealing the turn: 2 of Clubs
R1ll3 bet - $14.25
-Alpha66 called - $14.25

** Dealing the river: King of Spades
R1ll3 bet - $57.00
-Alpha66 called - $57.00
R1ll3 shows: 10 of Spades, Jack of Hearts
-Alpha66 mucks: Queen of Hearts, King of Hearts
R1ll3 wins $168.00 from the main pot


** Game ID 1302515198 starting - 2007-04-03 19:12:43
** Donatianus [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 1 with $109.65 [Dealer]
- snuden1 sitting in seat 2 with $91.65
- Zidde sitting in seat 3 with $9.00
- neptune06 sitting in seat 4 with $85.90
- AA-Boy sitting in seat 5 with $31.46
- pablo_eskoba sitting in seat 6 with $111.90

snuden1 posted the small blind - $0.50
Zidde posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: King of Diamonds, Ace of Hearts
neptune06 raised - $4.00
AA-Boy folded
pablo_eskoba folded
-Alpha66 raised - $12.00
snuden1 folded
Zidde folded
neptune06 called - $12.00

** Dealing the flop: 8 of Diamonds, Queen of Clubs, 8 of Clubs
neptune06 checked
-Alpha66 bet - $16.00
neptune06 called - $16.00

** Dealing the turn: 10 of Clubs
neptune06 checked
-Alpha66 checked

** Dealing the river: Queen of Hearts
neptune06 checked
-Alpha66 bet - $35.00
neptune06 called - $35.00
-Alpha66 shows: King of Diamonds, Ace of Hearts
neptune06 shows: Jack of Diamonds, Jack of Hearts
neptune06 wins $124.50 from the main pot

** Game ID 1309218060 starting - 2007-04-06 23:07:46
** Skopje [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- rexstar sitting in seat 1 with $242.55
- frankielove sitting in seat 2 with $25.71
- fupper sitting in seat 3 with $83.18
- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 4 with $132.74
- Halabaloo sitting in seat 5 with $107.38
- LesPoisson sitting in seat 6 with $99.50 [Dealer]

rexstar posted the small blind - $0.50
frankielove posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: 6 of Hearts, 6 of Diamonds
fupper called - $1.00
-Alpha66 raised - $5.00
Halabaloo folded
LesPoisson folded
rexstar folded
frankielove folded
fupper called - $5.00

** Dealing the flop: Ace of Spades, King of Clubs, 7 of Clubs
fupper checked
-Alpha66 bet - $8.00
fupper called - $8.00

** Dealing the turn: 6 of Clubs
fupper checked
-Alpha66 bet - $14.00
fupper called - $14.00

** Dealing the river: 9 of Hearts
fupper went all-in - $56.18
-Alpha66 folded
fupper mucks:
fupper wins $108.93 from the main pot

** Game ID 1301287635 starting - 2007-04-03 01:09:28
** Schaffhausen [Hold 'em] (0.50|1.00 No Limit - Cash Game) Real Money

- P_Duffy sitting in seat 1 with $94.60
- Slammer57 sitting in seat 2 with $179.77
- Honkytonk82 sitting in seat 3 with $57.79
- tenselmi sitting in seat 4 with $178.45
- MrBum sitting in seat 5 with $98.03 [Dealer]
- -Alpha66 sitting in seat 6 with $104.05

-Alpha66 posted the small blind - $0.50
P_Duffy posted the big blind - $1.00
** Dealing card to -Alpha66: Jack of Hearts, Jack of Diamonds
Slammer57 folded
Honkytonk82 called - $1.00
tenselmi folded
MrBum called - $1.00
-Alpha66 raised - $5.50
P_Duffy folded
Honkytonk82 called - $5.50
MrBum called - $5.50

** Dealing the flop: 3 of Clubs, 9 of Spades, 4 of Spades
-Alpha66 bet - $12.00
Honkytonk82 called - $12.00
MrBum folded

** Dealing the turn: King of Clubs
-Alpha66 bet - $25.00
Honkytonk82 went all-in - $40.29
-Alpha66 called - $40.29

** Dealing the river: 4 of Clubs
Honkytonk82 shows: 6 of Clubs, 7 of Clubs
-Alpha66 mucks: Jack of Hearts, Jack of Diamonds
Honkytonk82 wins $119.08 from the main pot


Any advice/comments are appreciated.

I haven't read this thread yet but chill out, you can run way worse than this.

K just read these are fine. Yeah don't worry about it.

tl;dr

There are wayyy tooo mannyyy hands is this thread.

i read the first 4 where u got coolered and assumed the rest were fine.

some run better than others, some play better than others....

I've just reread some of the HHs and I pretty much think they are all coolers. It's just that they all accurred within the spand of 1500 hands, without me winning any l size pots, that shit is just frustrating and i know that we all go through this. Sometimes you just need a pad on the back.

Thanks for checking some of them out guys

so are these hands unconvertable?

Do you always raise 8x utg or only when you have AA?

I have days like this almost weekly. However, I have days where everything goes right and I win 10+ buyins in 2 hours

Just keep your cool and don't tilt.

PS: you know u are running bad when somoene not only turns a flush on you but rivers the straight flush :P