Yo thanks for the input people.

I know this was a terribly played hand. It's fucked up that I'd never play this badly against a good or average player, but against a huge fish I can "play down to his level" like this. I'm very much on guard against that after this hand, I remember getting myself in a few spots like this against whales when I used to play regularly before, so it's a leak I'm not going to let happen again.