wow...i guess it's a good sign because i didn't even notice how much money i lost until i put my session in my spreadsheet, which means i'm comfortably desensitized to money. but still, it hurts once you take a step back and look at what you accomplished. tonight marks the biggest losing day in my poker career....$763.

yeah yeah, that's nothing. only 4 buyins. it's still brutal when your next closest loss for a night was only $300.

well, confidence is crushed even though i felt i played generally good game (not great), and woulda been nice to be on the other side of variance. ah well...back to 100NL for me.