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 Originally Posted by Renton
 Originally Posted by Ultimate George
Wow, Renton, just.....wow.
I'd take the time and post something else constructive but you probably wouldn't get that, either.
Alright. There you go again.
Listen, I value your advice. Alot. And I'd very much like it if you would continue to give it to me.
I've played a lot of hands of poker. Something like 400,000 hands. I have posted a lot on here. Everybody knows this. But in that post and others (the A2s hand comes to mind) you are talking to me like im a first month player. Fuck, maybe I am one, but you still should understand how much that feeling sucks, to be talked down to like you're a fucking kindergartener.
I know this and the last post i made in this thread has quite an offensive edge to it. I can't really help that right now. Im the most emotionally fucked up about poker now that I have ever been.
This is worse than any downswing I have ever had, because its not even really a downswing. There are two alternatives for any session I play. There's the scheme 'A' session. Thats the kind of session that I'm playing right now. This is where I play really well (at least for me), and would ordinarily be winning if it weren't for the fact that I'm having the worse negative card variance I have ever experienced. Then theres the scheme 'B' session. This is the one where I'm lucky enough to run really well, but I make dumb plays and still somehow manage to end the session down money.
The preceding paragraph is pretty pointless, I only wrote it to illustrate the reason why I sound, and am, so frustrated right now.
The last thing i want, UG, is for you to stop advising me. I just ask that you treat me with the same respect that you would treat any somewhat-seasoned player in a rut.
I'm a teacher. No, seriously, I really am a teacher. High School, American History. Being a teacher, I have a different way of viewing people and their problems. Here are two examples of things I deal with on a regular basis:
1) When a student comes to me and says they don't understand an assignment, the first thing I do is ask, "Well, did you read the directions?" Usually the answer is "no," so I have them read the directions to me and then they get it. If they don't get it then I explain it in another way, and another, until they *do* get it.
2) Students will often-times come to me and say, "Coach, my grades are low and I can't figure out why." From there I'll try to get to the root of the problem. What's this particular student's home-life like? Does he/she have to work a full-time job to help support the family? Is he/she running around with friends until the wee-hours of the morning on school nights? Are they paying attention during class? Are they studying? Etc, etc, etc. It's not that they don't "get it," that they don't understand the individual assignments...It's something way deeper than that. I try to get to the root of the problem to help them see the bigger picture, to see everything as a whole.
How does this relate to you? Fuck if I know. It's late (for me) and I'm just rambling now. I guess the point I'm trying to make is that I've seen you on here over the past six months to a year, and I've seen you make some really great progress in this game, at least up until a few months ago. Something happened, something changed and you stopped "getting it." I'm not saying you went backwards by any means (although that's possible), but for a while now you seem like you've been stuck in neutral.
My posts haven't really dealt much with your actual hands. The've really centered around your thought process during the hand (or hands). With the amount of posts you make it's been made pretty apparent that something is wrong with your game. Each individual hand in itself isn't all that bad....but taken as a whole, it probably is. Each individual thought you have on a particular hand isn't really bad....but if you add them up, you have a problem.
I'll be the first one to tell you that I'm not the end-all-be-all of poker. But when I see great advice given, or I try to give you solid advice, and you don't seem to "get it," and you just explain why you think you actually played the hand great in the first place (or why your thought process is better), well...it bugs me and I try to figure out a way to explain it so you *will* get it. Or I try to figure out a way to get you to see the big picture, I guess so you'll stop making as many mistakes while playing this game...
Instead of worrying about each hand I've been trying to help you figure out the *root* of your problems. Why, exactly, have you been a break-even/losing poker player over your last 100k hands? I guess I've just gotten tired of seeing you struggle (and I'm sure you're tired of it too).
Meh, I guess I'm done. I'm not sure if any of that made sense up there, but I tried.
P.S. That was a nice post, Renton, and I mean that.
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