hey.
i don't post much but I'm having a really tough time as of late. I've been a grinder for quite sometime, haven't had a real job in over 4 years. In any case I'll post a couple of graphs here for may onward, basically I'm not liking where this is going whatsoever.

I play on one of the fishier sites on the web, everest, and i have made some good $ there previously but it seems not anymore. My red curve is always horrible and I honestly am at a loss what I can do to change the non-showdown pots.

Every good player who has consistent results on FTR seems to be exceptional at hand reading and exploiting their opponents' weaknesses, and their graphs always just look amazing to me. I don't think I'm a terrible player but since I've chosen this as an actual real Career i think I have no choice but to somehow get better or start looking for something real to do before its too late (I'm turning 30 v soon)

have a look at these two graphs and please comment, anything helps. I've also had some coaching in the past and I've been a cardrunners member for over half a year and watch videos every single week.

I've been playing 1/2 for over a year now, I've probably played at minimum 1/2 million hands at that level. I rarely play 2/4 but sometimes if I can find a table with a real bad fish I'll sit - I never play with all regulars at any stakes.