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happy anniversary to me
today marks exactly 1 year since i quit smoking 
brief smoking story:
smoked for about 3 years and in the last one tried to quit a few times, but no success. i thought if i just waited for the desire to come from within, rather then just saying to myself "this is bad for me i shouldnt do it", it would be much easier. well, feb. 27, 2007 i woke up in the morning, and just had the desire to quit, and i have made it a full year, and plan on going the rest of my life. occasionally i smoke hookah, but that is different for me because i smoke it for taste not to satisfy an urge. also, sometimes i still have these dreams where i start smoking again, and go oh fuck i cant believe i did this im such a moron. then i wake up and am greatly relieved.
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