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i suck hardcore at this game. i need a break.
so i play NL100 for the most part and normally, i do extremely well. i average about 20+/hr (over 4000 hands) and i consider myself better than almost all the opposition...until today at least.
first matchup: AA vs 2-4s.
5 way limp action to me so i raise it 10, not wanting to steal blinds but wanting to take it heads up. mediocre success, 2 callers. flop is 223. first guy bets out 10. second calls. i raise 10. he calls. checker raises 15. i have a bad feeling about this...but im PRAYING hes holding high pockets. i have a huge gut feeling telling me im a dog but i cant fold. he bets 25 on the turn and i call. in fact i become a calling station. river he checks and i follow suit.
at first im blown away that he called 10 preflop with 2-4s, but then it hits me, he knows more about this game than i do. he understands implied odds. he pays 10 at a chance to take my stack....great odds if you ask me. i think hes a fish and he doesnt understand his plays very well, but i must say that at a subconscious level, he knows what hes doing. i dont. end of story. this wasnt a bad beat. most of the money went in when he was ahead, ill get over it. this IS a learning experience though...that i will make sure of.
second matchup: AK vs AJs
$150 each person goes in preflop and he flops 2 suited and a J, turn brings a J and im drawing dead. a bad beat but life goes on.
third matchup: made set vs drawing flush draw.
all money goes in on the flop (150 each) and he catches on the turn. once again, silly beat and in the long term ill win this most of the time. im not complaining, just explaining the hands that forced me to go on tilt.
i couldnt leave, for some reason i had a 'i must remake what i lost' mentality. i was playing like garbage. i started bluffing pots i had no business being in and i had no control of my game. because of this im taking a break and reevaluating. i might switch to PL omaha or LHE when i start again. NL is a game of intense skill and creativity, and ive realized, that despite my winnings (what does that matter...i know pot odds and which hands to play, big deal), im really not good at this game. just today i realized the value of implied odds. starting hand selection makes no sense. the guy with 5-6s has much more to gain by calling a raise preflop against aces than the other way. aces is trying to take it down asap, 5-6 stands to take the guys whole stack assuming he cant lay it down (and trust me, most cant).
for the first time, i see faults with playing tight. maybe its tilt still talking so feel free to ignore me, but i now understand why michael and rippy play the way they do.
ignore my rambling, im giving up this sport for a few weeks.
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