thanks for the replies. I see I played this horribly. I didn't think he had Ax hand, maybe apart from AhXh (ty twosmeets for pointing that out). I thought he would drop his middle pair hands like TT-KK on the turn and I checked the river because I thought I could be ahead of his drawing hands. he would have cbet his strong draws tho so my thinking was bad.
i'll keep posting my horribly played hands