I am the ultimate tilt monkey. It takes a fair number of coolers before it starts getting to me and usually I'm quite good at shutting down the tables and clearing my head for a few days, but yesterday I went into total meltdown.

I've been not been running so well the past week. That's fine. I can deal with some variance. The past two days however have been redic. It's as if Stars is taking the piss - the site's rigged man! Problem was, I had a quiet Saturday eve with the place to myself and all I wanted to do was grind while the tables were at their fishiest. Started off my day with a quick session where I of course ran bad and lost a couple of BIs. I knew at that point that it was getting to me and the best thing would be to stay off the tables for a few days. But I'm stubborn. So I shut down, cleared my head for like 6 hours and then hit the tables again. That's when disaster struck.

6BIs down yesterday. Totally could've minimised that to like 2. Overall, end of the month sucked for me which is quite gutting. Kind of feel like I was shooting towards 25nl and now I'm back where I've started. Just need to remind myself that's not the case cause my game has improved like 300% the past few months.

Lesson learnt: weekend or not, if I'm tilted, I'm staying away from the tables!

June graph below.