First two hands should make you a very happy person. You built a big pot when you were crushing your opponent.
Sure, you hit that small percent of the time where you lose in those situations.
It's your decisions that are + or - EV. The rest is just paperwork. Cards being dealt after an all-in is meh.
Losing a pot you thought you would win is what hurts, but there's only pride that makes it hurt.


Keep playing like you've shown us you are capable, and you will be sitting on a BR that doesn't tilt you to lose a hand or even a couple of sessions.