Here I am again after a couple of days and a clear mind, without any idiotic thoughts anymore (that the poker sites are rigged)

But seriously, I have a problem. I ment to write about this for months, but it is hard as it is with no free time and 3 kids playing poker after hours, so I could never make the time.

So two days a go after another bad beat session, instead of writing this, I was so tilted that I started babbling about rigged sites etc.

So this is it. As I mentioned in my other post, I am a decent player, on the green about 6-5K, I love MTTs so much that I cannot play anything else.I won my last tournament in June, 1K sth at ipoker and thats it!

I play even better now than when I was doing well, but nothing works. I put the money in the middle with the best hand most of the times and I lose 905 of the time!!! I lose 90% of the coin flips as well. It is so bad, that when I have TT and I am called by 99 (shove), I KNOW he is gonna get his 9. I just know it. THe same with dominating hands. Dont let me start with coin flips or the donks luck with junk. Or the 2 outer rivers. Or flopping a joint with a hand I folded because I had to (countless times). You get it.

I know that the mentallity of the loser I have right now is bad for poker. The thing is however, I never do crazy things in the game. I abuse my bankroll though... That is a mistake. Anyway, to conclude.

I learned that poker is all about decisions and not result oriented, meaning putting the money in with the best hand . And it is not working. And worst thing is I know the next time is going to happen again. It is like I live in a world were math and statistics do not aply, a world were donks always win....

Help me out here guys, how do I deal with this? I have people tell me (including my father who is a gambler ) "Fold the AA next time to break the bad luck" or "play 32o" and those kind of nonsense.

A few words from the wise?