Push it to the limit!

[oskar]

I might have been slightly jaded when I wrote this.

Anyways... poker couldn't go any worse. Hovered between 550 and 750 since the last update, then downswong, moved down to 10NL, lost 20BI at 10NL... roll at around 300... don't even want to check. got the seocond nuts in for -200bb a handful of times in the last 10min.
The regs all leak so much - auto betting, auto raising certain spots, being super transparent... I'm a little confused with the mega fish, but I try to nit it up as much as I can. I make some super bad calldowns... but then reading the comments on some BC threads it seems like winning regs are stacking off even lighter than me in certain spots, so I really dunno anymore.
Only consistently loosing over 50k-ish hands, so it could be just some terrible variance, but prolly not.

On top of that rake is goddamn insane on PS, at least for silver star 10NL, 25NL.

I don't want to dwell in the past, so the current situation is: I can beat the rake at 5NL; I'm breaking even BEFORE rake at 10NL, 25NL which is ridiculously bad given how weak the player pool is. I do have 30BI for 10NL, so I'll just try to proove that I can win against windowlickers and mouthbreathers if I really put my back into it. *sigh*


I have done some checking up on regs on ptr. There's a 40/10 over 400 hands with 8+ players at 25NL who is +1bb/100 over 500k hands, and there are 12/10 who are consistently loosing over a similar sample. idk what's going there. I have yet to find consistent solid winners at this stake. Two years ago at 100NL on FT there were dozens of regs with 8bb/100+

[oskar]

I do have 30BI for 10NL, so I'll just try to proove that I can win against windowlickers and mouthbreathers if I really put my back into it. *sigh*

UPDATE: I did not do that thing that I said I was gunna do there ^^

Instead it looks like I'll be moving down to 5NL and cross my fingers.
I don't... I don't even care anymore lol. Whatever's going to happen.
Surprisingly tough this microstakes thing it is.