Also, I was on the opposite end of the gaming thing with my boyfriend. I'm an above average gamer without a doubt, and can absolutely hold my own in pretty much any game. FPS is an exception only because I haven't been playing them all my life, but I'm okay at those too.

That being said, he's better than me, and it boils my blood when I don't think he's playing to the best of his ability. It's a pretty standard response, I think. I want to constantly better myself, constantly improve, and I'll be fucking damned if any of my wins have to do with him going easy on me.

I just like to be the best. Always. And if I can't have that, I sure as fuck won't settle for being treated charitably in any sort of competition.